Hey guys!

im back again with updates of myself...hee...

since tuesday till today, history and econs remedial is in progress...bt i had missed one of the econs lesson...hee...absent myself! history lesson was ok...econs...was...ok too...nothing much...

started out wif econs remedial and i was lost...coz donno where the econs remedial was held at since the seminar room was occupied for the staff meeting...after 5-10 mins of searching, ohh...it's at LT2 which was just beside the seminar room...apelah! doinkx...fyra finally came for econs remedial tdy...(haha...jgn marah ar) and aft econs ended, which was just copying down the answers to the questions and understanding the answers, i went to photocopy my friend's notes since i didn't come yesterday...hehe...gotta read da notes later...

after dat, i saw someone who i was shocked to see...hmm...i donnolah wat word would describe my feelings at that moment exactly...this person called me while i was still in dreamland...after dat, i saw this person and wanted me to help this person...i was not willing in da 1st place coz i had just an hour to go for friday prayers...oklah, i helped this person...donnolah...some parts of me are, like, against my decision whereas my other part agrees to it...hmmm...when i was waiting, this person was merely taking time to do some stuff and i had to wait like im this person's slave...oklah...a few occasions, i somewhat 'up' my voice to show that, 'hey...i dont have da whole day here!! hurry up, can?!' then this person hesitated...i was ordered to print out this person's document and made to wait for this person to come back with the keys to a place...i was SOOO FED UP at that moment and feel like wanna leave...bt this person showed up and seems that there is ample time for me to help this person...

bt, unfortunately, everything went wrong, nothing seems to work...and eventually i missed my friday prayers...im fed up lah!! so i just sat there in the place, waiting for the equipments to be fixed...mcm bdk bodoh!...however, i made used of the time to practice my vocal projection so i can be more comfortable during my recording soon...perasan DJ lah sekejap...for an hour to be exact...

after dat, went down for some light snacks and drink and went up back and after a few minutes, the equipments are back to normal...the recording was smooth...bt some parts here and there that made me feel a lil bit frustrated...bt it went well...and after recording just once, it's already more than 2 hours!!! like..._ _ _ _!!! (fill in da blanks urself!)

it's just 1 recording...JUST ONE, OK! and im not done yet! huh! this person just made me feel teraniaya! this person also had a friend who is helpful...bt super helpful and this person had made the other person like a dog...really felt bad abt being in that situation...

the reason why im emo-ing is that i actually wanna help bt if like this were to happen to me, im NOT, i repeat, IM NOT GONNA HELP SOMEONE AGAIN!

im emo-ing now...bt u see, helping someone and tertinggal semua ibadah...i really feel serba-salah...nk tolong tapi tinggal solat or tk nak tolong tapi kesian kan dier...

ok, i noe u wanna say that im actually being stupid abt this and yup, i wont be angry by that claim by you (if u do hav any...)

sometimes, i just felt that i should hav come for econs remedial and just photocopy at da bookshop and nt terserempak ngan dier kat perpustakaan...baru selamat...

ok, im being mean here...bt wat to do im feeling serba-salah at dat moment...

DAHLAH!!! MALAS NK BEBUAL PASAL NI...i nk pahala bt skrg da merungut...hilanglah semua itu...

wasted.

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