Monday, January 29, 2007
8:03 pm
Hey guys!
Firstly, I really wanna thank all of you who had read my previous post and replied. I'm VERY THANKFUL & GREATLY APPRECIATE all your comments and advices to me.
But, before i move on, i need to clear the air so there won't be any miscommunication of what im trying to convey to you guys.
The term PESTS are NOT directed to the MAJORITY of my classmates. Like I had said in the post, ONLY A 'FEW'. Please get the information correct, especially to all my classmates. If i were to give names of those 'pests', then it won't be nice to see it being read by millions of readers worldwide.
The reason why i called pests are because I'm feeling
quite emotional coz i'm sure you won't wanna be left out in your own class. But, that was how I felt everyday. Only those who notices me will come and say a cheerful HI! to me...by the way, I TRULY APPRECIATE that.
I'm not sure why im, like somewhat, left out in class. I'm still pondering about this for quite some time. But, i had tried to put those thoughts away so i could concentrate on my studies. And i had also prayed so that these situations that i'm facing now will have a solution in the future so that i can move on with my life.
I've never told anyone what i'm feeling currently. Just blogged it without mentioning any names because i really respect my friends and i cherish every moment i had with them.
I'm still wondering...
what have i done that had made those who are my close friends looked at me differently now?
am i at fault?
have i made myself a bad GC chairperson last year that had made my classmates looked at me at differently now?
i really wanna KNOW the answer so that my mind will be peaceful for once.
Nevertheless, I'm really thankful to 'anonymous', 'jane' & rose for your advices.
I know that i'm really not suppose to call pests to SOME of my classmates. But, please put yourself in my shoes. How would you feel?
